Aug 26
2007Time and Place
Filed Under (Poems) by Noor-ul-ain Noor on 26-08-2007
Time and Place
Mama had large glasses,
And her hair sat high on her head
In a dark, round bun
Secured with bobby pins.
She used to hide half her face
Behind those large buttercup glasses.
I even told her once that
She stole her own softness,
What with the beautiful honey brown hair
Hidden in a tight roll,
And the sharp luminous eyes
Shaded by the ugly yellow frames.
“Your father likes it this way,” she said.
I begged her to change it;
To change the old lady hairdo
And those damned glasses
That sat like a large lizard
Across her eyes.
“There is a time,
There is a place.”
I never understood her.
Time and place,
Time and place,
Time and place.
It became an illogical,
Unreasonable,
Meaningless little excuse
For her fear of change.
One day I found her crying on her bed.
Alone, in soft whimpers.
Her shoulders shook violently
With the effort of holding in all sound.
I reached over and touched her.
The strong, hard, sometimes brutal
Woman of my life
Was melting in swift rivulets.
Her hair undone,
Her glasses gone,
Her head in her hands.
She jumped when I touched her
And answered the question in my eyes
“Time and place,
Time and place.”
She showed no sign of weakness
In the day
And I thought I must have dreamt it.
But I caught her again,
Numerous nights,
Her hair undone,
Her glasses gone,
Her whole body
Breaking with each sob.
She cut her hair short one summer.
It fell in soft brown waves
Around her round face.
There were worry lines on her forehead,
And circles under her eyes,
But she was as beautiful as a young bride.
She traded the large buttercups
For new oval frames
That sat high on her nose
And illuminated her smile.
She read the question in my eyes again
And said quietly, holding my hand
“It is time,
This is the place.”
She seldom smiled after that,
But she never cried either.
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